'JUNE Seventeen year old gemini with random hyperactivity. Loves ambiguity, oxymorons, quotes and the beauty of words. Laming is her forte. Has absolutely no concept about time. Fetish for sexy ears and rabbit teeth. Wants to go on a globe trotting adventure. Can never resist food, especially potato, tofu and eggs. A sucker for rainy days.
&I am doppier than dope!
Men were deceivers ever, One foot in sea and one on shore, To one thing constant never: Then sigh not so, but let them go...
Monday, June 30, 2008
The smell of rain draws me away. Into a far away land. Nobody's there except me. So left alone, in my own serendity. I desperately need a momentary getaway. Just to soak up life for awhile, in a laid back mood.
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Actually I'm really a physical touch person. Maybe it's been 'nurtured' from young. When I was still a little brat, my parents and I used to give each other hugs and pecks on the cheeks all the time and being patted to sleep was the norm. In the process of growing up, however, the frequency of these sweet actions declined. (Baba says "Ni zhang da le, wo bu hao yi si xiang yi qian na yang...... Ke shi ni dong wo shi ai ni de"- something along those lines, while like that of the past, I never live a day without embracing mummy.) Even so, I know we still care. He always barks at me to go to bed with a stern expression whenever I was burning the midnight oil for exams- "Kao shi jing shen zui zhong yao, kuai dian qu shui...... Aiya, na me xin ku jiu suan le la, bu yao du liao". She always holds me to sleep when I finally climb onto bed after the late night vigorous mugging, nagging at me to start studying earlier the next time instead of hoping for last minute salvation. Hey. I've never said it before, I know. But. Thanks. I appreciate it. Love you both.
William Shakespeare; Much ado about nothing; Act IV Scene I.
Ah. Now I miss literature.
11:42:00 PM
yours to keep, even after a day more than forever.
Sunday, June 29, 2008
The tranquility in the dead of the night brings me peace. Not forgetting more sensuality than usual. Haha. Okay. Shall cut the crap.
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This post is specially dedicated to BGFF, with abundance of love that's out of the world from your ever-so-sweet honey! (:
AHEM AHEM.
I'm starting.
*clears throat*
Hey Yo Hello!!! :DD
Woah.
Now that I think of it, we actually date back to like... 7 years ago?
Quite a feat, if you ask me.
And I'm definitely gonna make the effort to let this precious relationship last.
From the beginning both of us were not really strangers I would say, but pretty much less closer than the present us, that's for sure.
As time went by, despite not seeing each other regularly for we went to different schools, we grew to open our heart to each other, exchanging life experiences and the latest gossips, childhood memories, bitching about whoever, whatever, moaning and groaning endlessly about school and such and the list goes on. (Yadah-yadah~)
Yeah, misunderstandings and quarrels do come along once in a blue moon, and we may get pissed with each other and what not, but fortunately, there's always the sunshine after the rain and not long later, we'd patch things up. (HOORAY FOR THAT!)
Gradually, we learnt to put our trust in one another, revealing our innermost feelings and perspectives. Mostly we share the same sentiments, and sometimes we try to see things from the other party's point of view.
You know what.
YOU'RE REALLY GREAT! (do not doubt so.)
Actually, everyone has their own flaws. It's cliche, but hell yes true.
So, listen not to lies people may speak about you, mind not about any untruth.
Yes, you can accept the comments if they're mentioned out of good will and constructive and change if you think you should.
But continue being your real self, for people who sincerely care for you will never forsake you- I, for one, love you for who you are!
And remember: when life puts you down, you stand up for yourself.
Not to worry, I'd obviously always be on your side too.
Lastly...
You don't know how thankful I am to have you! (plus the same frequency and the click we share.)
Let's cherish this rare affinity and make the best of it alright!
I WANT US TO BE -ING! (Jing Xing Shi, if you get what I mean.)
Haha. I don't think I'm making much sense. GRRRR.
Whatever.
The point I want to make is:
WOAINIWORHXZXZ,LOVER! x333
ROFLMAO. That is so damn twitish.
And I am being random once again.
EH! But the above speech is no play play!
*crosses my heart*
Okay. Shall end here.
P/S: BGFF WILL BE YOUR 7-11, 24/7 BU DA YANG. AH NO. MAC DELIVERY BETTER! JUST A PHONE CALL AWAY ONLY FOR YOU~ Hoho. I know you know I don't like calls, but heck that anyway.
1:56:00 AM
shadows in broad daylight.
Thursday, June 26, 2008
Sometimes you wonder if what you're doing at the moment is what you want the way your life to be. Sometimes you feel that it's meaningless. Sometimes you don't think that's how things should go. Sometimes you just leave stuff the way they are. Sometimes you try to put problems at the back of your mind, treat them as non-existent and hope they'll go away. Sometimes you're at a lost. Sometimes...
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HALLELUJAH. I'm over and done with the block tests. The papers were killer ones and I'm afraid I've been mercilessly murdered/slaughered/etc. HOHOHO.